Most of the times with the blogs, I really don’t have anything planned out. I just kinda go where my mind takes me….and sometimes that’s a good thing, and other times its bad. Like bad when you’re sitting in physics or philosophy and your mind wanders to thanksgiving break, or what you’re doing later in the day, or just about life in general, and then you snap back to reality and realize you have NO idea what’s going on in that freaking class. And then there are times when I can’t sleep at night and I just lay there, and I think about life and where I’m going, where I’ve been, and what I actually want to do with this crazy thing called life. (I still don’t have any effing idea just for the lovely readers out there…) ANYWAYS. Um. I don’t know. I never know. I’m just kinda hoping that I get it right the first time. ..but there are always bound to be mistakes that I make…I’m only human. We’re only human.
Life is tough sometimes. Sometimes its easy. Sometimes it likes to play tricks on you. For me, right now, life is pretty good…but tough. I just don’t know sometimes. I am running on empty…can it be Thanksgiving break yet? There is never a minute when I can’t be doing homework, or studying , or reading, or doing physics problems. I just can’t wait until I’m done with physics, that class is just so…not cool. The professor kindof sucks, he is super smart, but he can’t convey it to the students. And that just pisses me off. I’m paying what…30,000 a year? I want good teachers. Not shitty ones who will make me dread going to that class every m,w,f and make me worry about not keeping my scholarship because his dumb class might bring my gpa below a 3.0. Whatever. Fuck it.
Life is life. Its hard sometimes, its funny sometimes, it makes me want to cry, or laugh, or smile, or frown or just flip the bird and say f you dude. But most of all..its life. You gotta love it.
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