Do you ever have one of those days when you just question almost every decision you’ve ever made? Yes? Me too. I don’t know…I just wish I knew where I was supposta be going in life…I hope I’m going in the right direction, but who knows. Not me! Ha, that’s for sure. College is when you’re supposta have the time of your life and know where you want to go and what you want to do. Haha screw that philosophy. I AM having the time of my life and I LOVE it here…but I have NO idea WHATSOEVER if I’m going in the right direction…which really blows. Especially when you’re paying 30,000 a year for this indecisiveness. But I think I’m doing the right thing. Haha, I hope. Live and learn, they say. Live and learn. Sometimes I just wish I would get a sign or something that would tell me what to do, where to live, where to work, who to marry, ect. You know? That would take SO much stress out of my life, it would be insane. BUT that doesn’t happen. You know why? Because if I knew all of these outcomes, it wouldn’t be life, it wouldn’t be going and doing and experiencing, because I already know what’s coming. If I knew all of these answers, I would say screw this, and be lazy. But because I don’t know these answers, I have to make myself go out and do and see and meet people and LIVE.
Love J
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